"Someone who hates themselves doesn't come for their drugs":Experiences of Mental Health along the HIV Care Continuum in South-Central Uganda

IntroductionPoor mental health occurs more frequently among people living with HIV. Understanding what mental health problems occur and at what point during the continuum of HIV care is critical to ensure these problems are identified and appropriately addressed. We explored how mental health is experienced along the HIV care continuum in Rakai, Uganda. MethodsWe conducted qualitative semi-structured in-depth interviews with 20 adults living with HIV and 10 health workers from March to December 2020. Interviews followed a timeline approach. Responses were analyzed using content analysis. ResultsAt the time of HIV diagnosis, nearly all participants described a range of strong emotions, including shock, fear and intense worry. Most participants described continued fear and intense worry leading up to, and at the time of, ART initiation. However, they said these emotions often subside after ART is initiated and viral suppression is achieved. Across interviews and at multiple points of the continuum, participants discussed how fear and worry led individuals to be "thinking too much" or be in "deep thoughts" and experience self-hatred. Individuals who stopped taking ART were thought to have more severe mental health problems ("madness", psychosis, suicidality). Participants were divided about the mental health of persons who returned to care after disengagement. ConclusionIn this setting, mental health problems experienced by people living with HIV are dynamic across the care continuum. With expanded HIV testing campaigns and Universal Test and Treat policies, targeted interventions for psychosocial support at the time of testing and ART initiation remain critical.